well,2day i got npcc training in sch,well got the post of parade marker for the speech day,quite a easy job,expect that i can use the rite tone to shout out my command,a problem,but it will not affect me,i will get past it.well life is lyk a rollercoaster for me,it got its fun and bad parts,anyway,i still got friends around me,so its lyk a rollercoaster trip wit yur friends beside u,a lot more fun,well actually i dun really know wat i'm writting,haha,few friends commented my blog is a bit plain cus no photo,well for photo i need to change hp,got camera then surely will hav pic...sianz duno wat to do after i finish wit this post,haix...btw i edited this post,as i tink i should not some of the ting i wrote juz now,as 2day i'm not really in the correct state of mind to write bout dat stuff i took away frm tis post...mayb some other day i will post bout dat matter again...
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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