after yesterday's post,i went to bed but can't sleep,so sian,then 2day mornin go sch lyk half dead,then juz woke up after a nap,2nite will be another sleepless nite again,haix,so sianz,then hav to tink bout alot of ting,haix,but then tmr got np,then got first aid course,then will get first aid badge,then also got d.grayman,then best ting bout friday,then the best ting is Cross will be out,finally!got to do other tings,so goin off...
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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