2day very late then post cus actually can't use comp,but my mum allow me to use comp now as lyk my siblings are asleep.well,actually nth to write about my life also,quite sianz,well,ATC is coming,nid to go to camp,fun and tiring as can make friends and hav fun.but then nid to pack alot of things,and also if meet those ppl who are not easily in the party mood also quite sianz,well actually i'm not in the rite mood to write post,feelin abit down,btw,i will try to get some image into my blog ASAP...
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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