2day i got someting to say,I DECIDED TO LET GO!!,means i will no longer so call in love wit her anymore,which means i hav lose some ting that is once important in my life,but then i gain to a certain type of freedom back,well,i tink i'm goin to enjoy tis freedom for a while...but as the past,it has been a great past,had alot of happy moments,but then did alot of mistake,but learned frm them,well,juz want to say thks to her...for helpin me grow,and finally i hav made a decision after all the time i spent tinkin whether to gave up is finally over!i finally let go of it,yaya