yesterday was great day for me,i got a new hp!!!its the N81 8GB,cool!really lyk it,but then took quite a long time to get it.well at least i got it,but still tryin it out as it is still new to me,well,other than dat,another great ting happen to me,as i thought that mayb she will not tok to me again,she tok to me!!well,very happy dat it happen,really wish i would not need to let her say another sry to me anymore,as i think dat this word is really not nided between us,as we only say sry when we hav done someting wrong,so i dun wish to make mistake anymore.btw some of my friends commented dat my blog is a emo blog,well,mayb its becus i tink of all the happy and sad moment lyk item in a bag,we should try to use all the happy moments and keep all the sad moment away,so i write more of 'sad' moment in my blog,and also,i'm not those kind of ppl dat who will always tell my friends my problem,so sometime i would rather write it down...
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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