2day is lyk quite a different life for me,cus lyk did tings i nvr did in my normal sch days...had oral 2day,different style,first english then chinese,dun really in the mood but still did the best i...duno how she did....anyway,when to shaun hse 2day to catch some great shows,so thks shaun....then went to hand up my form for my part time...living in the last few chapters of my life in sec 3,so may it be the end,may it be a start,i now tryin to grow up,cus i hav a really inmature mind,got to start growin up soon...not only tink bout the problems in my life,but tryin to solve it is wat i will try to attempt to do,cus its lyk how i feel i should grow up,instead of runnin,i will face the problem...
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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