haha,these few day nvr really pst cus lyk got hooked on a game my bro download,is a games consistin of cars,doi mission and earnin money to get better parts to make yur car faster,all the tings dat make me hooked on it,haha,now its rainin,used to tink rain as a symbol of sadness,but now,its juz someting to make to more calmm,relaxed...love the rain since young,love it...btw notice,now its lyk love is in the air,everyone is fallin in love,well,i hav been there but can't really say done dat,cus didn't really took the chance to do anyting,thought too much in the end nvr do,haha,but its all in the past,haha,now its juz me and my friends,spentin my time slackin and tokin and of course,playin,haha,gtg..used 3 hr 2day to do SL ting,my back now achin,haha,well,learn to look life on the brighter side not juz on the bad side of it,haha,friends ROX!!!!
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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