not goin to say more,juz want to say,i did not cherish the chance when i had it,so i guess tis time...it really is gd bye,but i juz want to say hope she find someone else who can really know wat she feelin,care for her...well,hopre we are still friends,mayb not now,but mayb as time goes by,can slowly become friends...anyway,found out dat,actually i hav some great friends beside me all the time,now i got more time for friends...hope time heal everyting...hope can be friends again
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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