YAYAYAYAYA!!!!!haha,passed my A-math(even though found out ytd,bt still want to say it out)haha,however i failed my e-math by 3 mark,sian sian,bt nvm at least i'm movin!!haha,ltr goin to do compo bout dreams,haha,a rough idea had surface,haha.

wrote a chinese compo ytd,titled (in chinese) if only time could stop,haha,wrote a story bout my first date,its someting lyk tis:i lyk tis a alot,she had been in the same class wit me for sec 1 and 2,thn at sec 3 valentine,i asked her out,haha,thn she agreed!!thn we went out,i gave her a rose,wthn we went to the movies,she held my hand!!!wish it happen to me sia,haha,nt much gals would take action instead of waitin for the guy to take action.then we held hands and went to had dinner,chat durin dinner,thn went for a stroll at the beach,tok some more,haha,know more bout each other after dat,thn when goin hme,she slpt on my shoulders...then a thought came to my mind,after wishin the time will stop alot of times durin the date,nw she is slpin on my shoulders,i would wish dat time would stop,but i know is impossible,however,i know this moment willl forever be in my mind...

COOL RITE??haha,well,mayb people would ask,y i'm so happy nowadays,well,i juz wanna say,if anyting makes me unhappy,its mot other ppl's fault,so y should i be sad all the time,maybe tok to frenz sometime bout my stuff,but other thn dat,i feel dat,MY LIFE IS LIMITED,SO Y NT LIVE IT TO THE FULLEST?!!!haha

haha,turn out to be 3 post,haha.well,writin my post while its rainin,well,been so hot for the past few days,finally,my favourite weather has finally came.well,tinkin bout how i'm goin to spend my life frm now on,i feel,i will no long be a slave of trend,thou u will see me which are branded,bt,hehe,all bought during warehouse sales,haha.confidents is goin to be my brand frm now on,cheap clothes do nt really mean no fashion,if u mix it up rite,and wear wit confidence,u will start a new trend of yur own.

i feel,one would nvr had no frens,as i tink in the world,there are alot of people wit the similarly personality,so no matter how changed,u will still get frens,haha,unless u dun want any.and it also is the same wit love,no matter who u are,and wat u look lyk,one day,someone is bound to love u,cus it life :) so dun really make big changes in life,cus frm the first day someone lyks u,he or she did not love u for who u can change into,but who u are :) and especially people lyk me,haha,dun make much changes for me,if i love u,thn u will :) well,people say,forgive and forget is the way to a gd relationship,i can only agree half,forgive is one,but dun forget,cus u won't want to make the same mistake :) hope u will forgive me :)

haha,second post,well,been wit my family the whole day ytd,haha.only ytd i found out,its been a long time i spend so much time wit my family,tis year had been,work,studies,friends and alot of stuffs for me,haha.

Ytd went to a spectacles shop at AMK ytd,cus there provide cheaper specs fir the FAS,so my family went there ytd to get it done.thn will waitin,i looked around,and saw a board what the postion of the stuff were,thou,nt all stuf were there.

My little bro went to get his eyes checked first,thn followed by me,whn i came out,i saw another man attendin to us,thn i saw his face and compare to the faces on the positon board,to my surprize,he was the general manger!!

My family had a small conversation wit him,thn found out,he actually went to schools to tell them about the FAS ting,however no all schools accepted it.

i feel,that in S'pore,there is still such people who pay back to society,nt becus they nid to,but cus they want to,it really spur me alot,to do the same ting in the future.haha

haha,long time never post,so going to post 2 time 2day.

well,first one is bout a chat wit a friend,he told me,he feel inferior when he is wit some of the classmates in class,cus he is not doing as well as them,

However tis was wat i told him: actually,we should nt feel tis wat,as if we do its only goin to demoralise us,and dats is nt the way,instead,use tis feelin,push ourselves,go farther.

i gave him an example,well,if our efforts can be shown on the graph,it will mostly be lyk tis,when we hav no one to compete wit,we will move at a constant speed,zero acceleration

However,others may start a a lower startin point thn us,but cus we are their target,thus,they will move in increasing speed,increasin acceleration,thus they will overtake us.

thus we should nvr stop improving,as we start to stop 'accelerate' soon,we will be overtake.
haha,i feel,we should nvr be first at any part of the competition,except at the finish line.

As we move along the way,the person in front will be our motivation,our passion to move on,someone to beat.thus we should try to be second,and beat the person in front wilt full strength at the last stretch!

this applies to everyone,lets all move at the second position,and beat who ever is first person at 'O's!!but i hope it will not be easy,cus thn it will not be musch of a challenge :)

haha,maybe its juz life...tings for me had got back to normal,i'm wit her again.haha,u all may tink wats happenin,haha,didn't post those few days,so u all may not know,well,after the break up,we communicated,and somehow found out that,the ting dat got us quarrelin,was nt really worth breakin up.so we got back together :)

however,it did made me tink alot,sometimes,there are moment in my life whn we feel helpless,and don't know wat to do,however,it is those times whn i really grow up....in the past,i feel dat,a couple should do some stuff,should not do some stuff,lyk there is a law to follow in relationship,bt after the break up,i feel dat,sometimes,i should juz let my heart take over,i used to feel jealous and let it take over me,bt now,no longer,cus i know,now,we are together,and dats wat really matter,y nt juz let myself loose,and love her and care for her as she deserve it :)

wanted to post out her name,but she dun want,haha,well,slowly la,now 'O' lvl more important,so we are helpin and encouragin each other on it :) so should everyone,chiong for now,enjoy ltr!!haha

hey people,well,juz to let all of you know,i guess stuff ended ytd,well,can't say i was nt affected,i broke down abit,haha,well,a bit embarrass BUT at least i got the guts to say it,haha.well,it was partly my fault,haha,at lot of stuff to be in fact

well,both of us are now goin into studies,so puttin these type of stuff aside,i really got to thank her for tis,cus its been someting dat is really blindin me frm wats more important now.so i wanna say a big thks!!

However,i dun tink tis is the only ting i want to thank her....there is alot of stuff i want to thk her for they are as below(haha,alot of stuff):

Building my confience-->she was the first gal i ever message frm pri 1 to sec 2,haha,its true!!she really open me up,and also,had a close gal frenz....but sadly still cannot tok to gal much,HAHA!!
a listenin ear-->she had been there for me for ALL my bad times,family matter,friends matter,all,she had been there for me,supporting me all the way,advising me what to do,consoling me when i needed it :)

First girlfriend i ever had-->what can i say,she was my first,haha,so have to say sorry,haha,the inexperience me.i remembered there was a time,i said u were the best girlfriend in the world,and u said,ya,cause u were the first,haha,u were right,but being the first also meant that i would make a lot of mistakes,and u forgave every single one of them,so when i said u were the best,i really meant it :)

Memories:haha,first girlfriend lei,how can dun have memories,haha,first time i held a girl's hand,not because i need to,but cause i wanted to,however,hold wrongly!!haha,anyway a great memory for me.first time,a girl actually rest her head on my shoulder and remember,haha,what can i say,it really felt good,haha.(y i say rest and remember,cause kinder garden,got a girl also rest on my shoulder,but cause,haha,she fell asleep!!,haha)....there are a lot more,but can't say,lets just say,its a private memory for both me and her :) of course,there were embarrass moments,especially once when i freak her out,haha!!bet she will remember for life :)

ok,enough of all the great times,now its time to end this post,well,though,we had broke up,we are still friends :) when u need help,remember,in this world,there are friends like me :)))) haha,BHB.once again,thanks for the memories u had given me,all in my mind :) and sorry for not giving u a great memory of this relationship,hope u good luck in the 'O's and u will,find a guy better than me de :) i know u will :0 jiayou!!! and lastly,dun blame yourself too much,find a friend to talk to :) hi-5!!piak!!

Duno wat to write now....been tryin to sort out my thought,got a Senior to help me,she is in poly rite nw,haha,got to sat thanks to her,shall nt reveal her name,or alot of ppl fnd her,i gt to book her time,haha....





life is nt about runnin away frm yur problem
face it,it will make life more meaningful
however,sometime,u nid time to give it an endin
even if its nt realy gd

Guess,i finally got my answer ytd nite,it was wat i always wanted,bt y am i nt feelin happy rite nw?mayb cus the outcome got affected durin the process and now,it finally got to the stage where i had always feared it will come to.tok to YZ ytd,must really say thks to him,made me realise a lot of stuff,found out,dat i had became someone who always put the blame on others,where it has always been me who is always makin the mistake....she was the reason for me wantin to change,however it was me who took the wrong steps....seems lyk wat she said,frenz treat her better than i do....thn y do i even want to know where i stand,whn i even qualify as a frenz...all of a sudden,remembered all the stupid tings which i did and said,thus which conclude someting,guess,the problem between our relationship,has always been me....so now,its only give up or change,guess the choice it there.....

was feelin dat i'm alone in the world today,mayb cus my life is mess up rite now,nt wat i had adjusted to,to be in fact.....tinkin bout life today,till then saw jason's tag,and it made me feel,ya,no one can ever understand another person,so y am i so upset bout others nt know wat i want??and i notice frm tis matter,dat it is wat u tink dat make yur life,as it affects wat u do.heard frm the radio today,dat a lot of problems are unnecessary,yup,and i tink so too,mayb the disappointment i felt was nt wit her,but wit myself for not msgin her instead to find out??mayb....is the word i tink i nid to get out of my life,uncertainty is the ting i want to throw away,mayb dump it in space??haha....well,feelin better after sortin tings out....bt i still tink a mime is a great character for me,as i dun want to stay on as someone who cn only tok and do a bit,but instead,let my action speaks for me....as seein is believin,haha