was feelin dat i'm alone in the world today,mayb cus my life is mess up rite now,nt wat i had adjusted to,to be in fact.....tinkin bout life today,till then saw jason's tag,and it made me feel,ya,no one can ever understand another person,so y am i so upset bout others nt know wat i want??and i notice frm tis matter,dat it is wat u tink dat make yur life,as it affects wat u do.heard frm the radio today,dat a lot of problems are unnecessary,yup,and i tink so too,mayb the disappointment i felt was nt wit her,but wit myself for not msgin her instead to find out??mayb....is the word i tink i nid to get out of my life,uncertainty is the ting i want to throw away,mayb dump it in space??haha....well,feelin better after sortin tings out....bt i still tink a mime is a great character for me,as i dun want to stay on as someone who cn only tok and do a bit,but instead,let my action speaks for me....as seein is believin,haha
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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