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What Cheng Kiat Means You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and j...

ya,tis is 100th post!!!and it fall on teachers day!!so i tink 2day is a very special day,cus it teachers day!!well...i really want to say thks to some of my teachers,cus they really help me in my life,and some of ppl who are not teachers but they still teach me tings in life,so dat make them in a way teachers...so here it goes:THANKS YOU!!!well,many ting hav happen,many hav past,many hav yet to come,so i'm here to teach my self to get myself ready for the future,hope i can handle them,well,tings are goin soomthly for us,alot of ppl hav know abot us,for ppl who know,dun tell others,let them find out themselves...really a happy day,went gerald hse 2day,wit karwong and jiunn tat,went to play mahjong,jiunn tat won most of the rounds,but luckily ddn't lost much,btw we didn't play money,we juz play wit tokens :) we are gd kids :) gtg,very high now,cus 100th post!!!

well,2day is wat i say a 'dun lyk wat i'm doin' day...cus lyk i feel 2day i hav not done much for the preparation for the concert tmr...well also alot of other stuff,feel dat i'm not doin enough,feel dat i'm not tryin hard for sometings in life,feel dat i juz dun hav the courage even to even do someting for the one i love...are ashamed of myself..for being such a coward in life,lyk if i did someting wrong,i now hav the courage to own up,but duno y i juz can't go on wit a conversation for long...i still remember once i got the chance to tok to her alone,but dat time she still duno i lyk her,well,till now still lyk dat feelin...hope i will get another chance again...but then tis time not juz as a friend...well,tink she is too tired 2day...really hope she share wit me if there is someting botherin her...duno wat to do!!!!well,actually i tink i should juz go for it and dun let wat others say affect me..i tink i shall do juz dat!!

juz now after lookin at her post,i didn't knew wat to write,but now i do...all tis while all i hav been tinkin of is frm my side of view,not frm hers,i juz did wat i felt was rite,but now i finally understand dat wat i tink is rite may not be rite...then another matter,is dat mayb since young i hav been lyk tis,i dun really share alot of tings wit my friend,mayb to a extent,but now i feel dat i would want to share everyting wit her,my problem,success and everyting...well,ok la,my 'grand-daughter' complaint dat i hav been biased..so i tok more bout my life,well,after all tis,i can say i hav grown,i learn to take tings more easy,well at least tings are goin more ok,well,after tis incident i know who my friends are and also other stuff,lyk my 'grand-daughter' are actually corncern bout my stuff,and fri is the concert,hope everyting goes well...JIAYOU...GD LUCK everyone!!!

well,life in sch has juz taken a dip for the worst,and aso is my life,lyk now dun really want to go to sch as alot of stuff happen,lyk suspended frm duties...very sian cus lyk if i say i'm not sad over it is lyk impossible but then i know i deserve it,but then lyk...haix can't really write it out but thn juz got other matter...then juz lyk 'cold war' wit her 2day over someting she wrote on a msg,well,i admit at that time i didn't really tink much b4 i reply her,dats my fault,but then after apologising to her dun work,i dun wat will,haix mayb the word 'sry' has been used too many ting in this relationship...duno wat to do,then cca got a sir leavin,well still ok la,cus lyk a end of someting is the start of another ting,so mayb its a good ting....well bck to her..duno wat i should do,wanted to share my problems wit her 2nite but i guess...haix it impossible now,mayb i juz nid some time alone,juz me and myself,though i really wish she could be beside me now...we...

well,2day i stayed in sch to help yee zheng wit the teachers' day stuff dat he is in charge wit,well,it was fun,well she was there also...i'm writin tis as she dun really mind others findin out bout us anymore..very happy to hear dat,but she told me dat quite long le,so very happy to hear dat,well juz now play badminton until very shiokwell,she tinks dat i dun really share wit her my problems...well mayb bcus i'm such dat i will forget teh matter if it is a small matter,so i dun really hav ting troubling me for long,well,i also promise her i will share wit her my troubles,well,i feel lyk all my troubles juz goes away,really happydat she is by my side...really very happy...

came back from STC,really very fun,cus we get to do alot of stuff lyk jetty jump and other stuff...the camp was quite slack but i lyk dat alot,hehe.well i made some friend over dat,we ate together,play together,work together and even sleep together,haha,cus we slept in 4 man tents.the jetty jump was fun,cus it was HIGH...at first i was very high cus goin to jetty jump,but after the sir ask me for the last time if i'm ready,i say yes,then i looked down,and a thought flash through my mind,it was 'OMG,it is very high here!!' and i'm afriad of hight,but then i am on the plank so i juz jump,and then then nxt ting i know,i was in the water,haha,very fun,and long time v=nvr swim,but my swimin skill also not so rusty,so still can swim,haha,well,it was a whole new experience for me,and at the campfire we were very high,haha,very fun....but it was uite sad when the campfire ended as it marks the end of the last nite...well,i missed her in the camp,happy i'm back as i finally ...