well,2day i stayed in sch to help yee zheng wit the teachers' day stuff dat he is in charge wit,well,it was fun,well she was there also...i'm writin tis as she dun really mind others findin out bout us anymore..very happy to hear dat,but she told me dat quite long le,so very happy to hear dat,well juz now play badminton until very shiokwell,she tinks dat i dun really share wit her my problems...well mayb bcus i'm such dat i will forget teh matter if it is a small matter,so i dun really hav ting troubling me for long,well,i also promise her i will share wit her my troubles,well,i feel lyk all my troubles juz goes away,really happydat she is by my side...really very happy...
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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