came back from STC,really very fun,cus we get to do alot of stuff lyk jetty jump and other stuff...the camp was quite slack but i lyk dat alot,hehe.well i made some friend over dat,we ate together,play together,work together and even sleep together,haha,cus we slept in 4 man tents.the jetty jump was fun,cus it was HIGH...at first i was very high cus goin to jetty jump,but after the sir ask me for the last time if i'm ready,i say yes,then i looked down,and a thought flash through my mind,it was 'OMG,it is very high here!!' and i'm afriad of hight,but then i am on the plank so i juz jump,and then then nxt ting i know,i was in the water,haha,very fun,and long time v=nvr swim,but my swimin skill also not so rusty,so still can swim,haha,well,it was a whole new experience for me,and at the campfire we were very high,haha,very fun....but it was uite sad when the campfire ended as it marks the end of the last nite...well,i missed her in the camp,happy i'm back as i finally can meet her again,haha
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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