actually not in the mood to post 2day,alot of ting happen,i admit i did wrong by ignoring her,but then i feel dat actually i juz wanted to get her attention...mayb lyk i juz did it the wrong way...mayb i'm lyk a small kid juz want attention but haix...wanted to get her on9 to to bout tis,but then her friend told me,she want me to know dat she not goin on9 tis few days,i guess she must be busy,but can't help to tink,can't she tell me herself??well,dun really know wat to do anymore,want to dun msg her,but feel dat will hav make tings worst...dun really know wat to do anymore...tink i juz run away frm the problem for now,cus EOY comin,then lyk eng also fail le...now only can share problem wit friends instead wit her...didn't slp well last mite cus tinkin too much le,really tired of all these tings...dun want to break up wit her,but really duno wat to do,cus i tink we should communicate more,but now lyk tis...duno wat to do...she used to say i dun understand her,but i really want to ask her how much does she understand bout me...

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