well,wanted to write a story,but write util no idea cus rushin for time,well,duno y got a few thought in my mind,hmm...duno how tis relationship will turn out,duno y tis question came to my mind...well,now my life is colourful and fun...but i'm afraid dat one day it will turn black and everyting i see is filled wit despair and sadness,and i know it will be tough to walk out of it,but then dat is only the negative outcome,well,my life can also turn for the better and we can lyk get together better...well i tink all depends on us...haha,y tink negative when u can tink positive?haha...well,i juz got to say,sometime when uu do someting,tink b4 u do,dun let emotion affect u,cus if u do,the action u did may hav the opposite outcome frm wat u expected...haha,learnin how to do dat rite now,haha
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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