well,quite a fun day 2day,go sch take my SS retest,thenafter datgot A-math lesson,then duno y suddenly got is interest in doin the work,haha,well then got stay forthe student leader stuff,after dat a large grp of us stay back to pay,well after dat got a very fun ting happen cus she is goin to PP wit a grp of friend frm juz now dat big grp,then she took bus 3,samebus as me,then the grp of them and the ppl who takin bus 3 together lyk know we are lyk together le,so they cal us to sit together,actually at first i wanted to sit wit her,but she sat on he outer sit so i can't juz move to the inner seat so i move to another seat,the they lyk call her to move in,so shemoved in and i sat beside her,the feelin quite gd :) well then she told me lyk she very pai sei,i also quite pai sei,but then still lyk happy dat it happened :) got someting frm her 2day,hehe dun tell u all wat it is :)
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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