well,2day dun really hav much to juz to say,juz dat i may not be able to use the comp till EOY is finish...really duno wat to say,feel dat i'm lyk very selfish,haix,i feel,as a guy i should be more open mined in the sense i should not be so jealous over small ting,but then,other guys i feel ok lei,but tis guyis lyk duno how to behave...sian sia,kinda of lyk gave her the 'black' face,actually everyting went well,till he shows up....haix,duno i will call her ma,mayb i see.mayb wait for her call,or i call her...leave it to fate...
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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