long time nvr post le,cus no mood,ok la,not say in bad mood,but then is in the 'no-mood-to-post' mood,haha 2day juz want someting..actually nth,haha,want sch as usual,then after sch got SL meetin,then stay in sch a while to chat wit friends..fun,very fun...but then got someting happen juz dun lyk it lo...mayb will tok to someone ltr..hehe,well got sometings i want to write down first,'dun start to cherish someting only when its gone,it will be 2 late,cherish it when u hav it'...nxt i want to say,'know where u stand',(the followin part may get scary) which means know which position u are in,as a friend,as a gd friend,and only do the tings u know u should do,dun cross the limit cus everyone has a limit,cross my and u will know what happn...be it gd be it bad,someting when u cross my line on some matter i can end it wit a joke,but i say tis first,soem matter's limit are nvr meant to be crossed,cus it may cause the friendship we onc hav,so i hav warn everyone bout tis,some ppl are are gettin t the limit of matter i can't end wit a joke,u may know who u are,i won't say much,but then i hav told everyone wat a person i am,i cn be gd and i can be bad,dun ever mess wit the bad side of me...
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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