well,i know there is someting dat happen in my blog,its quite shockin to me,well,first i want to say,mayb dat tag is sabo by someone,cus lyk we nvr know,well,anyway,if dat tag is really tag by someone else,well,hope dat person will own up,but then i dun lyk her,dats for sure,lyk another person :) well,enough of dat,bout me le,well,2day went sch for public speakin course,then after dat went to play basketball wit some of my friends,well,of course got her la,then got play basketball,wit other ppl lyk chen jun,karwong and kevin...they are quite gd in basketball,some of the trick they do,i can't really do,well then after dat the whole grp went to mini mart jansen hse,after dat only left 2 person,me and her,so lyk we walk slowly to the opposite direction,then the 2 person left for rivervale mall,then only left me and her,haha,happy dat way but hen as we walk i found dat,we are nt really tokin,but then i walk her home,and durin dat time got tok,haha,wanted to hold her hand,but dat tink dat wearin sch uniform and do someting lyk dat not gd,haha,wasted rite?well,i tink there is chance nxt time,well,but then really,really wasted the chance...haha,btw if u know who she is and what happen between us then keep it to yurself,dun tell others,and if u duno then dun bother to ask,cus ppl who know,wont tell!!haha
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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