What Cheng Kiat Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

ya,tis is 100th post!!!and it fall on teachers day!!so i tink 2day is a very special day,cus it teachers day!!well...i really want to say thks to some of my teachers,cus they really help me in my life,and some of ppl who are not teachers but they still teach me tings in life,so dat make them in a way teachers...so here it goes:THANKS YOU!!!well,many ting hav happen,many hav past,many hav yet to come,so i'm here to teach my self to get myself ready for the future,hope i can handle them,well,tings are goin soomthly for us,alot of ppl hav know abot us,for ppl who know,dun tell others,let them find out themselves...really a happy day,went gerald hse 2day,wit karwong and jiunn tat,went to play mahjong,jiunn tat won most of the rounds,but luckily ddn't lost much,btw we didn't play money,we juz play wit tokens :) we are gd kids :) gtg,very high now,cus 100th post!!!

well,2day is wat i say a 'dun lyk wat i'm doin' day...cus lyk i feel 2day i hav not done much for the preparation for the concert tmr...well also alot of other stuff,feel dat i'm not doin enough,feel dat i'm not tryin hard for sometings in life,feel dat i juz dun hav the courage even to even do someting for the one i love...are ashamed of myself..for being such a coward in life,lyk if i did someting wrong,i now hav the courage to own up,but duno y i juz can't go on wit a conversation for long...i still remember once i got the chance to tok to her alone,but dat time she still duno i lyk her,well,till now still lyk dat feelin...hope i will get another chance again...but then tis time not juz as a friend...well,tink she is too tired 2day...really hope she share wit me if there is someting botherin her...duno wat to do!!!!well,actually i tink i should juz go for it and dun let wat others say affect me..i tink i shall do juz dat!!

juz now after lookin at her post,i didn't knew wat to write,but now i do...all tis while all i hav been tinkin of is frm my side of view,not frm hers,i juz did wat i felt was rite,but now i finally understand dat wat i tink is rite may not be rite...then another matter,is dat mayb since young i hav been lyk tis,i dun really share alot of tings wit my friend,mayb to a extent,but now i feel dat i would want to share everyting wit her,my problem,success and everyting...well,ok la,my 'grand-daughter' complaint dat i hav been biased..so i tok more bout my life,well,after all tis,i can say i hav grown,i learn to take tings more easy,well at least tings are goin more ok,well,after tis incident i know who my friends are and also other stuff,lyk my 'grand-daughter' are actually corncern bout my stuff,and fri is the concert,hope everyting goes well...JIAYOU...GD LUCK everyone!!!

well,life in sch has juz taken a dip for the worst,and aso is my life,lyk now dun really want to go to sch as alot of stuff happen,lyk suspended frm duties...very sian cus lyk if i say i'm not sad over it is lyk impossible but then i know i deserve it,but then lyk...haix can't really write it out but thn juz got other matter...then juz lyk 'cold war' wit her 2day over someting she wrote on a msg,well,i admit at that time i didn't really tink much b4 i reply her,dats my fault,but then after apologising to her dun work,i dun wat will,haix mayb the word 'sry' has been used too many ting in this relationship...duno wat to do,then cca got a sir leavin,well still ok la,cus lyk a end of someting is the start of another ting,so mayb its a good ting....well bck to her..duno wat i should do,wanted to share my problems wit her 2nite but i guess...haix it impossible now,mayb i juz nid some time alone,juz me and myself,though i really wish she could be beside me now...well,mayb i juz nid to cool down..after all tis tings...haix...after all tis that happen,i tink nth can take me down anymore,after i offline msn i guess i goin to sleep,then tmr then study geog...very sian...tinkin of doin stupid stuff,but then tink again,not really worth it,i still got a long way to go,I'M NOT LETTIN TIS TAKIN ME DOWN!!!!but then i'm still troubled...

well,2day i stayed in sch to help yee zheng wit the teachers' day stuff dat he is in charge wit,well,it was fun,well she was there also...i'm writin tis as she dun really mind others findin out bout us anymore..very happy to hear dat,but she told me dat quite long le,so very happy to hear dat,well juz now play badminton until very shiokwell,she tinks dat i dun really share wit her my problems...well mayb bcus i'm such dat i will forget teh matter if it is a small matter,so i dun really hav ting troubling me for long,well,i also promise her i will share wit her my troubles,well,i feel lyk all my troubles juz goes away,really happydat she is by my side...really very happy...

came back from STC,really very fun,cus we get to do alot of stuff lyk jetty jump and other stuff...the camp was quite slack but i lyk dat alot,hehe.well i made some friend over dat,we ate together,play together,work together and even sleep together,haha,cus we slept in 4 man tents.the jetty jump was fun,cus it was HIGH...at first i was very high cus goin to jetty jump,but after the sir ask me for the last time if i'm ready,i say yes,then i looked down,and a thought flash through my mind,it was 'OMG,it is very high here!!' and i'm afriad of hight,but then i am on the plank so i juz jump,and then then nxt ting i know,i was in the water,haha,very fun,and long time v=nvr swim,but my swimin skill also not so rusty,so still can swim,haha,well,it was a whole new experience for me,and at the campfire we were very high,haha,very fun....but it was uite sad when the campfire ended as it marks the end of the last nite...well,i missed her in the camp,happy i'm back as i finally can meet her again,haha

well,tmr is STC,so fast,well hope nth will happen for tis camp...well 2day sucks as a major ting happen,tink mayb will affect my life in the sch,well in a gd and bad way...well it made me realise a ting,in life there is no such ting as a gd ting or bad ting,as everyting has a gd or bad side,and sometime u will only gain after u lost someting...enough of the sad stuff,hope i can make friend in STC!!!! and i really want to thks her for being by my side when i nided ehr the most

well,i juz got to say dat i really got alot to learn,but mayb with some misunderstanding cleared,every ting will be better :) well,goin to STC tis friday,still got to go to sch then go STC,sian...well got to go play games so bb

i tink i got msn virus so if i send u a link,ask if i send it o u b4 u click onto the link..yai tink dat is all i want to say for 2day,all of a sudden juz dun want t write 2 much,btwi may start a new blog,but i won't link it,but i will let tell everyone dat i hav a new blog...

it a day of mix feelin for me,feelin happy,angry,sad and mayb other feelin...well happy dat i know dat she cares for me,of course is someting she did dat make me feel tis way...angry dat i feel dat sometime i should not feel wat other would tink and juz do wat i tink i should do...sad dat she lied to me,but then i also duno whether if i should be angry,well and also of another ting concernin bout a friend which i dun want to write here...juz dun really lyk the way dat person treat her,very weird dat i feel tis way cus dun feel tis way when other are wit her,i juz dat lyk dat person near her,juz dun lyk the feelin...suddenly felt dat bloggin has became a way for me to 'scream' out some of the tings dat i bottle up in me...feel better after bloggin

by popular demand,i goin to write more 2day...first to say i'm reachin my 100th post soon,got lyk 10+more post b4 my 100th post,nxt 2day i went out wit kar wong,gerald,darren and yang de.went to eilas mall to eat the chicken rice,cus they say the chicken riceis very nice,and it is really nice,especially the rice,very different to frm the other chicken rice i ate b4.then we went to sam's hse,and and kenneth wat there 2,then want then after stayin awhile then left,then after dat only left me kar wong,gerald and darren,we went to darren hse's nearby badminton court to play badminton for a while then i left and got home,quite a fun day,really enjoy it...

well,today went to dragon boating,it was very fun,well,duno wat to write,so sian want to sleep...btw 2day hav a full moon

well,life is still the same for me,sch to home,study+sleep+eat+slack=wat i do every day,well,juz want to say,if u learn to appreciate the little ting in life,u will find out dat u actually hav a very happy life...

well,for day i want to start tis post wit a happy stuff,it is dat someone has caught it on his/her hp
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nxt is bout my stuff,i guess mayb tis is th fate of my blog,it is to be a emo blog,tings happen in life to make u tink,and sometime it really make me ting and make to regret wat i done,first,when u lyk someone,when dat someone is wit another ppl of the opposite gender,u will of course feel...ok i use the word jealous,but then i know dat i trust her,but i tink dat i should not lyk act or be emo,dat is number one.nxt,as a guy,i should hav been more observant,well dun want to go on,juz want to say dat i tink i really got more to learnt,well...once again,i hav to say...duno if i should say tis at my age...btw its not her fault dat she rejected me,i did somein wrong first,dat is y she rejected me,so dun keep sayin it is her fault,cus she isn't wrong in any way...

well,2day i'm usin the comp early so,dat means i won't be online ltr on,well...now i juz want to say dat yesterday i learnt alot of tings,tings dat i dun know in the past,so i was very happy,gald dat i learnt stuff i know which will be great help for me in the future....but then now feelin abit down but then mayb ltr i will be better,well it depends...haix...goin off

2day is national day!!!and there is the parade i'm waiting for!!duno how they do it but every year the parade are so coordinated,look so nice,i guess is all the long trainin hrs they put in,but i must say it all worth it,and the other segments,it is all so cool,hope one day i can join in the parade,and if possible join the G.O.H,hehe,its really a dream,well,it is really a happy day for me...anyway,happy birthday Singapore!!!

first i hav to say gd job to those who are involved n the speech day,2day is a very job done,there was a little problem here and there,but stil a good job done!well,dat was for the parade 2day,well as for me,2day i am faced wit a problem,well the gal i lyk says dat she dun really know me,but its fine,cus i tink i'm those kind of ppl friends duno really know bout me,not dat they are not true friends but its dat...mayb its juz dat i dun really hav a fixed mind,cus lyk i mayb tinkin bout someting now,nxt moment i mayb tinkin of other stuff...but i dun juz lyk a gal now then lyk other gal very fast!but hen i juz dun hav a fixed mind...many ppl tink i am talkative cus i'm juz talkative,actually if i dun tok,my mind will start to wander,since young,if my mind start to wonder mostly it will be about the matter I'm doin now will hav a very negative outcome,when i say negative,it is very negative!well so i radthe speak or be wit my frieds,or else wll wander,haix,duno how i can help her to understand me when sometime even i dun understand myself...dun really want to lose her as i hav lose her a few time and the feelin is unbearable...duno if ppl of my age should say tis kind of ting anot...

tmr is the speech day parade,excited and scared as i'm the parade marker,afraid dat someting may happen,well hope nth will happen and DUN rain!!!well,watchin the G.O.H improvin every trainin i know they will doa great job,so JUZ BELIEVE AND U CAN DO IT!it is a the tinkin dat affect the person as it give u the power to do wat u believe inso juz believe u are the best and u wil be the best,plus all of them train hard so i know it will work out well,and other UG will also perform their bst,so i hereby wish all ppl participating tmr speech day parad,GD LUCK!!!

well,alot of ppl must be very shocked after readin wat i wrote,well sometime u write ting in a fit of anger,so its lyk when u actually cooled down and tink bout it,sometime u will feel dat it juz someting dat its not worthed to be mad bout it.well back to my life,2day got trainin for speech day,so there will be CIs when there is CIs,there will be tings tha the say dat make me want to write it down,for 2day there are 2 phrase dat i want to write down,first is by steven sir,cus he was scoldin us for givin him attitude,he said someting lyk tis "yur drills are gd,but then yur attitude sucks,is it worth it?" well u got to say its true as wat gd is a ting witout substance,so wat if yur drills are the best,it is worth nth if yur attitude is bad.Nxt it by wei kang sir,as he was toking to us,askin wat we tink we did wrong and lacked,then he said someting lyk tis 'u all can say everyting,but can u all do it?' i fee dat it is quite true as,most of the time it is not dat we can't see our fault,but it is dat we can't change it,so the min point is to be able to locate all our fault and change it all,BUT it is impossible to change it all as if everyone can do it,then everyone will be the same as all of us would be perfect.lastly,i juz want to say...dat it feel really gd to be able to hav someone there for u when u nid her,juz want to say thks to at someone :)

do u still call some place a home when sometime u juz want to run away and nvr come back,juz go lead a life of yur own.well,now i really want to run awaya,sometime i really hate tis place i call home,sometime ifeel so tired juz sayin here,juz want to run away,but then i know even if i really did,i won't be able to support myself,sos idecide to move out wonce i can,not dat i want to,but smetime i relly juz can't stand it here,i juz want to lyk juz run away frm home juz to escape tis,now my rite hand still hurts cus i juz vnt my anger on the wall juz now,i know its wrong but i tink its bete then doin tings lyk cuttin y arm or other tings dat will hurt myself,somting gd hapen to me 2day,but now,i juz want to run away...

2day,is a very tired but fun day,cus it is been along time since i do drillswit my sec 3 squadmates,and in such a interactive way,so its a very fun.mayb cus it is a refinement training,so mayb we nid to be little more faster,cus we did not change not faster enough,so we change frm our uniform to pt kit(pe shirt and track pants) to uniform then to pt kit again!!but it was a little fun,cus we were toking while are changing.and i decide,every friday,if my CI say anyting that i tink is meaningful then i will write them own,then for 2day,it is by wei kang sir,he said:'it is not whether u can or cannot do someting,it is whether u want or dun want to do it'...for everyting in life,we got a choice,so we are the one making the choice of our life,wat we end up is due to our choice.and i learnt someting 2day,dun be afraid to admit to yur mistake,even if they are quite malu..haha