it a day of mix feelin for me,feelin happy,angry,sad and mayb other feelin...well happy dat i know dat she cares for me,of course is someting she did dat make me feel tis way...angry dat i feel dat sometime i should not feel wat other would tink and juz do wat i tink i should do...sad dat she lied to me,but then i also duno whether if i should be angry,well and also of another ting concernin bout a friend which i dun want to write here...juz dun really lyk the way dat person treat her,very weird dat i feel tis way cus dun feel tis way when other are wit her,i juz dat lyk dat person near her,juz dun lyk the feelin...suddenly felt dat bloggin has became a way for me to 'scream' out some of the tings dat i bottle up in me...feel better after bloggin
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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