well,2day i'm usin the comp early so,dat means i won't be online ltr on,well...now i juz want to say dat yesterday i learnt alot of tings,tings dat i dun know in the past,so i was very happy,gald dat i learnt stuff i know which will be great help for me in the future....but then now feelin abit down but then mayb ltr i will be better,well it depends...haix...goin off
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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