well,alot of ppl must be very shocked after readin wat i wrote,well sometime u write ting in a fit of anger,so its lyk when u actually cooled down and tink bout it,sometime u will feel dat it juz someting dat its not worthed to be mad bout it.well back to my life,2day got trainin for speech day,so there will be CIs when there is CIs,there will be tings tha the say dat make me want to write it down,for 2day there are 2 phrase dat i want to write down,first is by steven sir,cus he was scoldin us for givin him attitude,he said someting lyk tis "yur drills are gd,but then yur attitude sucks,is it worth it?" well u got to say its true as wat gd is a ting witout substance,so wat if yur drills are the best,it is worth nth if yur attitude is bad.Nxt it by wei kang sir,as he was toking to us,askin wat we tink we did wrong and lacked,then he said someting lyk tis 'u all can say everyting,but can u all do it?' i fee dat it is quite true as,most of the time it is not dat we can't see our fault,but it is dat we can't change it,so the min point is to be able to locate all our fault and change it all,BUT it is impossible to change it all as if everyone can do it,then everyone will be the same as all of us would be perfect.lastly,i juz want to say...dat it feel really gd to be able to hav someone there for u when u nid her,juz want to say thks to at someone :)
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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