do u still call some place a home when sometime u juz want to run away and nvr come back,juz go lead a life of yur own.well,now i really want to run awaya,sometime i really hate tis place i call home,sometime ifeel so tired juz sayin here,juz want to run away,but then i know even if i really did,i won't be able to support myself,sos idecide to move out wonce i can,not dat i want to,but smetime i relly juz can't stand it here,i juz want to lyk juz run away frm home juz to escape tis,now my rite hand still hurts cus i juz vnt my anger on the wall juz now,i know its wrong but i tink its bete then doin tings lyk cuttin y arm or other tings dat will hurt myself,somting gd hapen to me 2day,but now,i juz want to run away...

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