by popular demand,i goin to write more 2day...first to say i'm reachin my 100th post soon,got lyk 10+more post b4 my 100th post,nxt 2day i went out wit kar wong,gerald,darren and yang de.went to eilas mall to eat the chicken rice,cus they say the chicken riceis very nice,and it is really nice,especially the rice,very different to frm the other chicken rice i ate b4.then we went to sam's hse,and and kenneth wat there 2,then want then after stayin awhile then left,then after dat only left me kar wong,gerald and darren,we went to darren hse's nearby badminton court to play badminton for a while then i left and got home,quite a fun day,really enjoy it...
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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