2day,is a very tired but fun day,cus it is been along time since i do drillswit my sec 3 squadmates,and in such a interactive way,so its a very fun.mayb cus it is a refinement training,so mayb we nid to be little more faster,cus we did not change not faster enough,so we change frm our uniform to pt kit(pe shirt and track pants) to uniform then to pt kit again!!but it was a little fun,cus we were toking while are changing.and i decide,every friday,if my CI say anyting that i tink is meaningful then i will write them own,then for 2day,it is by wei kang sir,he said:'it is not whether u can or cannot do someting,it is whether u want or dun want to do it'...for everyting in life,we got a choice,so we are the one making the choice of our life,wat we end up is due to our choice.and i learnt someting 2day,dun be afraid to admit to yur mistake,even if they are quite malu..haha
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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